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new love by ~Sasusakufan101

tell me i make a difference As much as I would like too,tell me i make a difference by ~Sasusakufan101
I can't be everyone's soul mate.
I can't be that one person who wakes them the fuck up out of the dream state of lies that they rest in.
But I do my best to touch the people who willingly come into my life and change me for the better as well.
I'm not the giving tree and that's not my ideal goal to lose myself in the mentality of
"You're fucked up. I must save you."
As hard as I try to pick up everyone's broken pieces,
I don't lose myself, or my control.
I give like crazy and maybe I just smacked in the face a few times but it's so worth it because
At the end of the day,
I get to be that person for someo


She's Turing Blue I'm waiting for the day to wake up and you're dead.She's Turing Blue by ~Sasusakufan101
I know, I know how bad that sounds but, when you take the plunge and finally off yourself at lease I won't have your vile breath eroding my strength.
It's not a matter of if; it's when.
When I asked you, if you got run over by a truck at school if you would be okay with that. And of course I could tell by the tone in your voice that was a very stupid question because of course you were going to lie.
Maybe I should have left you with the feeling of blaming yourself. My eagerness to defend your integrity was foolish, but if I didn't you would have slit your own throat all too quickly after


Tara Letter Dear Tara,Tara Letter by ~Sasusakufan101
I once told you that I would love to spew out the perfect words that would make you feel better and I figured that I'd come up with something close.
It was Camara's idea. I stole it. Sue me.
When I was little I used to be frightened of vacuum cleaners. I hid under the covers of my bed in my room and waited until my mother was done cleaning the house. I think I even cried once because I was so terrified.
Camara, Rocky and Marshal are trying to get me to ride a bike and I hate riding bikes. I know I would fall about within the first minute I get on one; I am ridiculously uncoordinated.
When I was 12 I was in love with a girl who